Thursday, June 26, 2008

this is where we both get scared,

this is where emotion flares.

wow, last night...
if you finally ask me out, i'm preparing for things to get very complicated.
part of me really wants to, part of me really doesn't.

so, here, i've decided to lay out of a list of pros and cons.
pro - we'd be done prolonging the inevitable.
con - it probably wouldn't last very long.
pro - i can finally figure out what i want from you.
con - we'd just end up hurting each other in the end.
con - i don't like to date guys my age, they aren't mature enough for the kind of relationship i want.
pro - it'd be nice to have a short little fling.
con - you'll hate me in the end.
con - you embarrass me a lot of the time.

looks like the cons outweigh the pros,
but we'll see what happens.