my moods are all over the place.
i'm short on sleep, and i'm sick.
auditions are next week - friday.
the workshops are next monday and tuesday.
i haven't even learned the music yet.
i want to be in it, but i don't.
so why do i feel like i have to audition?
it's a small cast anyway. only 30 people.
i'm a freshman, the bottom of the food chain.
so i seriously doubt i'd make it anyway.
but i know i'll regret it if i don't audition...
5. days. please go by fast?
i need this more than you'll ever know.
